I've felt pretty out of it this weekend. I think I need a vacation again one of these days. I want to see my friends again. Spend time with them and relax in the comfort of their presence. I've hung out with friends here and had a good time, but I haven't found any friends that I can hold as close as my friends back home... I try... but I haven't found anyone in particular that I can trust with my feelings or ideas.

I went to my first small/house type show, though. I enjoyed it. Minus the pressure to dance... Which I suppose for most isn't such a bad thing. It was a good venue. The comfy, bring your own beer and weed type venue. My/Katie's friend, Sarah, brought us there to see her brother's show. He was energetic and fun to listen to. I like him a lot personally so I expected the same for his performance.

I guess I'm just writing to write. I don't feel good. I'm not sure what is going on. Probably the weeks and weeks of depressing weather. I am so ready for this to end and it seems like it just began.

listening to: Elliott Smith - "Basement II" Demos