I don't even know what to say in this one, hah. I generally wait a month between postings, but I've been feeling utterly terrible these last few months -- especially February. I suppose that is why I come here though, comfort? Talking to myself at this time of night is really the only thing I can resort to, I suppose.



That sums up just about how I'm feeling now. There's almost pain with this one, though. My whole fucking body hurts. Sleep and food being replaced by video games and cigarettes is likely to blame.

On the bright side I have made a new friend, Katie. Of course I've only hung out with her once, we've been conversing ever since. She's exceedingly nice and chats with me regularly -- which is what I've been lacking in friendships since I've moved to this rainy, depressing, cold, dark town. It makes me feel generally better about things to have at least one person up here I can half-way relate to. Strange I'm saying such things about someone I hardly know, hah.

listening to: Dream Theater - Train of Thought