I still happen to feel the same as I did in the posting of last. Of course I have had time to consume more words by Vernor Vinge and H.G. Wells. I am clearly on a science fiction kick, as everyone should be, all the time. Only good science fiction, mind you. None of that Star Wars fan writing bullshit. Frankly, no Star Wars bullshit at all. Sure, the movies are good (and only the earliest few,) but nothing else. Fuck Star Wars. *cough* I digress...

Back on subject. I'm still feeling depressed. Same as before. I talked to Tiffany today. She asked for my high school education. I constantly dread facing that simple question. As I have yet to even pursue my GED. Of course not having my GED makes it that much harder for her to find me a job. Shit. Not like I wasn't expecting that. Getting my GED will not be hard at all, I'm just lazy as hell. My laziness is detrimental.

I also contacted Garret (my to-be roommate) to see how the process of kicking out their one roommate is going. It's looking like he won't be out until this weekend, if that! I was told that I would get February rent-free if I wasn't in by Monday... Today is Monday. Not that it upsets me that February will be free, of course, but I am beginning to get totally pissed at the entire situation. I was suppose to be moved in five days ago, enjoying my freedom. I'm feeling claustrophobia as depression clouds around. I'm already starting to feel powerless. Dammit.

listening to: Shuffle