The coffee doesn't taste as good when you aren't with your friends... Cigarette breaks are boring and lonely. Fulfilling a habit rather than socializing; that's all coffee and cigarettes have been for me this week.

I'm working on finding a job, but it's hard when you don't know the area. On Tuesday (tomorrow) I'm going in to Verizon for what hopefully will turn into an interview. Working there would be the most ideal job for me at this point in my life, I think. They offer tuition reimbursements, and various health benefits. My Brother and Dad want me to get a job at a Help Desk. After all that is where Aaron began to make his way into the Tech field. It took him a good 10 years... but he did it. I'm sure I could, too... but I don't know if I'm all that interested in having a career in the Technology Industry. All I want right now is a good job that will get me through school. School is where I'll build my career. I want to be a scientist, even it if does take me 12 years of school.

Another thing I've been nervously delving into is the whole social thing... If you know me well you know that I've never had to be the new kid. I lived in the same house for 18 years, had the same friends, neighbors, teachers, cops... I have never not had a friend to hang out with; and now I'm being forced, albeit by myself, to make friends. I'm sure I will meet wonderful people up here, I'm just really bad at getting myself out there.

I really miss you guys! Ciara, Cody, Chase, Tori; I think I will make a hole in my schedule around Christmas, or maybe New Years! New Years is a wonderful time of year to party, although not much goes on in Southern Utah... Maybe I'll pay you guys gas to carpool up here, hahah. ;)

PostScript: I've been playing a whole lot of Settlers of Catan, online! Any of you that have easy access to a computer should come and play some games with me sometime. =) Just create an account here: games.asobrain.com and let me know your IGN (in game name) and a time that you'll be able to play. It's good fun, I swear!

listening to: Soma.FM Tag's Trance Trip