I did go to Laurel's house last week. It was a good time. Getting to hang out with people like Laurel, Ryon and James is refreshing, even uplifting. I was feeling so good while I was there that I actually answered the phone when Wal-Mart called, and set up an interview.

My interview was two days ago, I think. I can never remember when things happen. My mind is collecting dust. Fucking dust. I had orientation today, I can remember that. There was another girl close to my age, 19, who was cute. She smokes, which is a good thing (don't ask why, I don't know why, either.) I reallywanted to talk to her, but I'm not that confident yet. Fucking dust.

Back to other things that happened when I was in Salt Lake City... My dad participated in some sort of art festival that sucked major ass. There were but a few decent artists, and of course no one understood my Dad's art. It was nice the first day, they had all sorts of top-notch shit to eat and some neat band. The second day was bad. Stupid artists doing stupid art work, bad music and wind. The third day was SHIT. They were all disorganized, and a huge waste of time. I missed out on hanging out with Laurel and Ryon a bunch. It was depressing. I almost started crying that night. I need to start fusing.

I really regret not talking to that girl. Goddamn it.

I think I need to stop playing Guild Wars. I'm getting sick of it. It's boring, 'cause none of my friend's (on GW) ever do anything. Half that people on that stupid game are 14, anyway. Fucking kids playing games for adults.

Sigh. Yeah, I work at Wal-Mart. I'm slowly gaining confidence, but I still can't do anything with it. I don't even know when to go into work next. I know for sure I can go tomorrow night at 10:00 PM, but they said something about doing more computer work shit. EHH.

listening to: Ben Kweller - Sha Sha

So I went over to Mindy's house with Cody for the night the other night (don't ask which one, I can't keep track of days.) It was fun. Being around humans that I can actually stand is pretty great. I had some fucking weird dreams that night. They included me driving around on roads that blow up as I drive over them and magically being Mexican...

Though Laurel did call me while I was over there. She said something about me going up to Salt Lake and hanging out with them for the rest of the week; and said she'd call me back. I don't know how long I would be up there if I were to go up there, anyway; or when they would have time for me to come up. I think she said something about her and Ryon coming down for when the parents come back home. Eh, I don't know. We'll see what is going to happen.

I really need to go to a doctor or some shit. I really don't think it will be any time soon.

Hey, it's my brother's birthday today. Happy birthday, Aaron.

listening to: Elliott Smith - Elliott Smith

I guess not.

listening to: Dream Theater - Images and Words