Talking to someone this morning, I have acquired probably the most impressive, caring, apologetic, depressing and uplifting (yes, all at once...) piece of words anyone has ever bothered to say to me. I won't tell you who wrote this, and I won't ask them to introduce themselves to you:

It's like watching a movie with you as the protagonist, and I want to tell the stupid girl in the film to go after you... I'm just, -shrug- I don't know, not attracted that way I guess. --But I almost wish I was, because I want the 'protagonist' to 'get the girl'.... That probably makes no sense, but I tried.

I have been contented with her and I relationship in the past, and am even more so now. I love her as a friend, and I'm sure we'll stay good friends for ages and ages and ages.

There is still that other girl, though. She may have given up on me... Maybe I should say something? I'm a shy, and irritatingly hopeless guy around her--and I see her every day now.

listening to - Silence