I'm tired of wasting my life in my room. I don't really know what to do, though. I haven't been out of the home for weeks. I've been outside, just not really off the property. I talk to people all day, and I'm social, but not in person. What I need is the sun, and people that haven't or will cease to disturb me emotionally. I need to go on a hike with someone, or someones. Maybe I'll finally call back Alexis, and call Cody. I'm sure they'd be more than happy to go, if they're not busy.

It'd probably also be a really good idea to go to the doctor as soon as possible... but I'm having a huge problem having the courage to do that. It'd probably do well to fix almost all my problems. An added problem I've been having lately is sleeping until 2-4:00 pm after not being able to sleep until 7:00 am. Just check the time of this post. I'm not really tired at all.

Fix me, somehow.

listening to: Wilco - Sky Blue Sky