So today my mom and I went in to the office and took me out of school. I still haven't checked out of my classes... but I really don't have to go to class anymore. It's a weird feeling, and a really horrible one. I feel bad for dropping out of school, everyone thinks you're stupid, or feels bad for you because you won't be successful later in life, or whatever.

I'm hopefully getting a job soon at a resort in zion "Zion Ponderosa." I mailed in my application today. They said there were hiring for positions on their site, so I'm thinking I should get the job easily enough. Employees stay in dorms at the resort, so it would be a fun experience. It would probably help my social life too, since I have none. I seriously never do anything. I go to school, come home, and hang out using my computer. I don't even do anything when I'm on the computer, I just don't have the motivation to do anything. I don't know what I can motivate myself with, I just never feel like doing anything anymore.